Sentiments

The silence connivingly chides me;
Such heaviness in the air,
The mildew is saturated with disappointment,
My heart lurched into gallows of pain.
The vacillation between love, trust and abandonment;
Overwhelms my staked heart,
Lacking the gumption to embrace the tornado of emotions – swirling within me,
The glorious tears flow with ebullience innocuously;
A desperation overcomes;
To fill the void with anything,
Surging my way.
Why have I to bide time for the the rewards I seek ?
Patient and kind have I not been?
Instantaneous gratification – gratuitously I seek.
There is to be no more hurt:
Just a wholesome heart,
Seeking the other half of me.